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[Oct. 25th, 2006|01:05 am] |
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| | 'With You' _ Val White | ] |
I haven't posted in AGES.
I actually at one point in time forgot about this site.
I had an AMAZING weekend.
I wouldn't have changed it for the world, except for me getting sick and ruining the last 2 days of it. :(
I realized how much my friends care about me, it's a great feeling.
Family things have been slightly crazy.
My grandma is losing her mind, seriously. :(
The house my family was scheduled to move into in MAY/JUNE, still isn't finished.
*sigh* Things happen for a reason tho?
I MIGHT get a job soon, yay.
Anyways... |
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[Jul. 15th, 2006|12:58 pm] |
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| | [My Reply]_ Simplekill | ] |
I have come to realize that alot of people are becoming distant from me lately.
Have I changed that much? Is the happy person I have become killing my friendships? I just don't get it. I really... REALLY miss my friends. I need to hang out with them, all. Well all 3 of them. :)
In less than a month I get my license, and in a month and 9 days I turn 18. So after that happens, I need to get a job. AND a car. Anyone know of some cheap reliable cars? lol
I hope once I get my license I will get to see my friends more, that would make life perfect; well atleast pretty close to it. They're my foundation, whatttt? hah.
Anyways I saw Simplekill a week ago, they are my heroes. lol. I love them to death, and the love grows stronger everytime. Linda and I met this chick there, she's cool and whatnot but I think she lies, I DO NOT dig liars. :(
I am off of here to call Linda, to get her ass to answer so I actually have someone to hang out with today.
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|12:37 am] |
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So, Life is pretty amazing. I don't know why.. lol.
Lately my low self esteem issues, have faded. I am happier with who I am. I actually love who I am . I realized that being who I am is just what I need to be. In past years I have be hiding behind this mask of someone who i'm not. Why? Why was I foolish enough to not LOVE myself? lol. My friends now are so amazing and have helped me become who I am. Val, Mike, and Linda just are such an inspiration to me. They're all so amazing. :)
Last week I went to see Rapunzel with Linda and Val; since Val is in it. I must say it was pretty enjoyable for a childrens play! After the musical, we went to Naples Beach that was a blast.. even tho we just walked on it for a few minutes and left. lol. We went to a Cafe to eat afterwards and met up with a lady that was in a musical with val a few years back 'Gypsy' She was awesome, lol. She reminded me so much of a future Linda & Me. lol. Woot!
I called Panjo tonight, on the way home from taking Linda home. I'm such a teeny-bopper its sad. But I have his permission to call whenever. Score. I miss him! lol. I really need to see Simplekill again. Whose up for that? huh.. I mean ARE YOU READY FOR THIS SHIT?! (hah, mike. good times)
Well.. to all of you whom I haven't really talked to much lately. It not because I don't love you anymore, because I do.. It's because I actually HAVE A LIFE now.. Shocking yes... lmao. Well I'm outta here <3 |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|02:01 pm] |
AS of June 14th I moved, well my family did. We now live with my aunt and uncle. It's kind of cool, but I have to share a room with my brother. lol.
Alot has been going on, I actually HAVE A LIFE. It's amazing. Thanks to Val, Linda, and Mike. :) They're prettty much amazing lol.
I am thinking about getting a tattoo for my 18th birthday if my parents dont care. lol. My grandparents will flip out but who cares. LOL. And I HOPEFULLY am going to take Mike & Linda with me when I go get it, if I dont wimp out. lol.
Wooo! I don't even know why I am rambling. Anyways. I am out of here.
Peace Muh Nukkas/ |
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[May. 30th, 2006|03:15 pm] |
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I have been having alot of fun lately. :)
I graduated, and had a graduation party.
I got baptized in my church, <3 yay!
I took pics of my friend and her best friend. That was super fun!
I bought a new camera.
I realized how AMAZING my friends are. :)
Val, Linda, Mike, Erica... <3 yes.. I love them.
So I'm just gonna post pics, if you want more details on my fantastic life I've had lately, just IM me. :)
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[May. 25th, 2006|12:59 pm] |
My emotions have got the best of me..
I don't know what to do anymore.
For the past.. basically month? I have been unable to control my emotions. I don't know if its because of my grandpa? If its because I graduated? Because I got baptized? I don't even know whats wrong with me.
I don't know.....
<3 |
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[May. 12th, 2006|04:58 pm] |
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| | "Your Rain" from the movie Silent Hill | ] |
Today was my last official day of high school, that kinda scares me.
The only class I had to goto today was Teachers Assistant, with a 1st grade class.
I am seriously going to miss all those snotty nosed brats(lovely kids!) running around and telling me useless info that makes me smile.
I found it funny that a girl that isnt really a 'good' friend of mine that only talked to me a few times... came up to me hugged me told me she loved me and smiled.
I guess it being the last day of high school and possibly never seeing me again made her nice.
Kerem, Michael, and I took pictures on the short bus.
Yeah, my LAST ride from the elem school, was on the short bus. I LOVE IT :)
After I left the HS, I went to Upthegrove Elem. to chill with my dad and all the little kids for DARE Graduation.
They all loved me, it made me feel special.
A girl told me that I look like my dad, and that she feels bad for me because of it, hahah. NIIIIICE.
Another little girl told me I have pretty handwriting, yay. <3
I got to sign their shirts, it's like I was some celeb. because I'm the cops daughter. Score!
I am planning on having my grad party the 27th, you guys should come. :)
I GRADUATE next Saturday. :( that is scarey.
I might have to volunteer next year being a.. whats that called? Where you answer phones and take messages? Secretary? hell if I know.. ;)
I have realized just since September, I have made some great friends.
Linda, Thelma, Mike, Jon-Michael.... ect.
and I LOVE them, along with the ones I had before ;) |
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[May. 2nd, 2006|01:44 pm] |
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Life is... going to be well soon.
I am predicting it, I am trying to make it atleast.
I am going to make an attempt at bettering my self image.
I want to love myself, tho I know it will be hard.
I had a BLAST at Live X.
Mike is definitely the ultimate concert buddy. haha. He knows how to rock out.. I mean "Are you f*cking ready for this shit?!"hah. good times.
Trapt was pretty crappy, I liked them back when I saw them in 2004.
They're no longer cool.
Shinedown was pretty amazing, shocking tho.
I went and bought their CD yesterday, it's fun spending money.
Nonpoint was pretty good, it was definitely too early to rock out tho.
Then....
MUDVAYNE was.. AMAZING.. yes. AMAZING.
Death blooms <3, everything. wow.
I am in love with them, even more so now. hah.
I find it VERY entertaining, when quoting Dane Cook. and making fun of people.
Especially girls named Ashley, hah.
Green Apple Jolly Ranchers anyone?, screw stabbing you in the jaw.
I'd prefer to run you over with the CT2006, up for that?
I graduate in 18 days, I attend my last day of high school in 10 days, Mike turns 20 in 17 days, My dad turns 42(i think?) in 18 days.
I find it RETARDED that Makeshift Romeo is already going to TOUR the US...
Yes, I like them don't get me wrong.
BUT, they are getting "big" too fast, thanks to Edsel and Virus.
Ok, I am done.. for now. Someone comment please? I don't want to feel all unloved and such. hah <3 |
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[Apr. 7th, 2006|03:35 pm] |
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"well always keep that pretty head up, you've got a world to own one day love. "
So, I have a pretty head, niice. That part of an email from Derek DeSantis made me smile. Oh how I miss talking to him. :) He made fun of me because I FINALLY hafta live in the "REAL WORLD" in a little over a month. Oh how I am dreading it. :(
Upcoming Dates:
4/16- Easter
4/28- Live X #1 [Nonpoint, Shinedown, Trapt, Mudvayne] <3
5/12- Last day of school
5/20- Graduation
7/23- 7/28- Daytona Beach with Mom,Dad, Mike, and Linda
I updated things on my myspace, you guys should check it out.
www.myspace.com/yourbeautifuldisgraces |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|02:33 pm] |
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I am bored, and feel like showing off my craptastic pictures from this weekend. :)
Well its atleast SOME of them.
I want to try to get back in the habit of posting on here.My brother flipped our jeep Friday, but luckily he walked away just bruised with a few scratches. :)
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|03:58 pm] |
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ok.... soooooo. It's been a while, and i mean A WHILE... haha. I am no longer with Andy, but most of you guys already know that. I was lamely enough in the Edison Festival of Lights parade because my dad made me.. :( Swamp cabbage is next weekend. and im TOTALLY not going to be in the parade then, I will be running around with my digital camera taking pics of everything/everyone. Hopefully Patrick will show up so I can annoy him, haha. Linda, Mike, and I are planning on going to Ft. Lauderdale during Spring Break to see simplekill. I hope everything there goes as planned. hehe. Linda, Thelma, Jaqui, and Corey came over for Valentines day, and Linda got injured... like badly but shes ok now. lol. I dont really know what else to ramble about... <3 |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|07:05 pm] |
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I am bored, and like NO ONE is online, so I am here posting...
A lot has went on since I have posted last, but I really just dont get into sitting here and typing about my life as much as I used to. :( Plus whenever I do post hardly anyone ever comments back on them. ohhhh welll..
New Things:
- A guy I used to be friends with, shot and killed someone on New Years Eve.... thats def not cool. :(
- I have a boyfriendddd, and hes wonderful.
- Val went back to Cali. :(
- I go back to school tomorrow.
- Chris is back from Guam, till September.
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
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I am tired of liking someone, and not telling them how I feel. I just wish he KNEW. so that if he didn't like me back in that manner then I could move on, and get over him. I've had this feeling for a couple months now, and only a few know about it. He knows about it but doesn't know the feeling still exist. I need help.
I've sat and waited,
I have constantly debated.
He has liked another girl,
One of them who is a beautiful pearl.
She doesn't understand how he feels,
Constantly his heart she steals.
Why can't I just tell him that I like him?
Why cant I be a beautiful pearl like them?
Do I have to be thinner, or prettier?
I wanna be me, I dont wanna be like her.
If only he could see what I am putting myself through,
What if the one I like... is truly you?
Lame I know, who cares. Anyways.. I went to the xmas ball that was ALOT of fun!! I dont really feel like typing alot... I cant wait till christmas its gonna be alot of fun, but somewhat depressing. I have finals this week which is pretty gay... anyways im outta here <3 |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2005|04:17 pm] |
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I AM GOING TO THE 99XMAS BALL!! (if Linda gets my ticket) and that makes me excitedddddd! I made silly putty in Science today, that also makes me excited. hahah
( Another Destination Far Away From Here ) |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|05:39 pm] |
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As some of you may know my family/friends and I were putting on a concert on Oct 29th, as a BENEFIT CONCERT for disaster victims.... 2 weeks before the show was due to happen it got canceled. Why? BECAUSE MY TOWN ISNT READY FOR A CHANGE, AND DOESNT LIKE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT TASTE IN MUSIC... Also, earlier in the week of October 29th Hurricane Wilma struck SouthWest Florida, My concert would have been a HUGE help to the devastation done to SW Florida and the towns even surrounding my town, LaBelle. Well today in the town newspaper.. the Caloosa Belle there was an article in the Speak Out and a Letter. I thought I would share them with you guys:
I was very disappointed when I found out that the benefit concert that was set up for October 29th at the LaBelle rodeo was canceled. There is nothing here in this town for the teens to do and when something exciting like this happens it gets canceled. There were many people disappointed after they heard it was canceled. I don't ss any game halls, theaters, bowling alleys or teen clubs. There has to be something for the teens to do instead of getting in trouble. Now I'm not saying that they would stay out of trouble if they had things in this town to do. I'm saying it would sure help, dont you think? Even exciting events would be nice like the benefit concert that never got to happen. I sure hope something gets done about this.
It's only music
On Oct. 29 there was a small rock benefit concert that was to be played at the rodeo grounds. The request was approved then shunned after hearing what kind of music was to be played. The concert was to be an all ages, no alcohol or drugs show. It was a thing for the youth of LaBelle to help those that were victims of Katrina. On the subject of the music that was to be played, apparently it was not suitable for the country town of LaBelle. The people that were holding this concert were well respected, intelligent and compassionate kids. What right is it that you take something so special and deny them, because of the music they all like. Is it your fear of change?
We all listen to different kinds of music, this is the land of the free, all of us had a time in our lives where generations changed and we have not changed due to it. Whether it was the Beatles, Johnny Cash and the most remembered Elvis Presley. Just imageine how you have taken our rights as people away. They all grew up here -- shouldn't they be able to perform in our own hometown.
Sincerely,
Brenda Williamson
Thanks to all of you who have showed support, sorry that LaBelle is such a DULL/LAME town. Maybe we can make it happen somewhere else, another time.
Thanks,
Kayla |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
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I was browsing around myspace and stumbled upon one of the most beautiful pictures ever. It made me cry. To see that he has such a lovely thing new to this world, laying there his arms... then such a short time after. To see him laying in a casket deceased. :'( [I personally didnt see him but friends did see him in his casket]
R.I.P. Andrew Howard |
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[Oct. 6th, 2005|09:15 pm] |
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tehehe.
BTW its Breast Cancer Awareness Month, SPORT THE PINK RIBBONS!!!! |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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Alot has been going on lately... some good things, some bad things.
Friday I got checked outta school after 2nd period and went to Cape Coral with Val, Marg, and their daughter Emma. We took her to the nutritionist, that was alot of laughs. Emma is such a character, she TOTALLY gets it from her dad. We went to alot of places. OMG lunch was WONDERFUL. I had a blackened chicken ceasar salad. MmMm haha.
Then dad ended up picking me up in the parking lot by Sally's Beauty Supply/ Christ Centered & all those places to goto the Battle of The Bands in Cape Coral. a Majority of the bands were crappy. But The August Ember was awesome, I love them. I met Samantha there. WOO HOO. She's awesome. Her boyfriend [Tony] was nice to me too, unlike most of my friends boyfriends. Ohhh well. Haha. Corey ended up coming for the last band to hang out with me. I feel special = ) Dad didn't mind Corey. Which is AWESOME. WOOHOO. haha. Corey likes dad more than he thought he would. So we dropped Corey off at his house and came home.
When I got home I read my e-mail and got one from Fran asking me if Andy of Twisted Method died. So I researched into it, and found out that he did pass away and how, its such a SAD thing. = ( I don't want to go into detail right now, it still makes me want to cry. = (
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
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I have been a slacker lately, and havent updated this in YEARS. well ok a few days/weeks. My brothers band had a show on the 3rd, well actually 2 shows. They were awesome and a blast! The August Ember also played, I liked them too!!! lol CJ <3's the TYE DYE-ness. ha. jokes. I am 99.9% sure that I am going to Cape Coral Friday for a battle of the bands. Squeeeee. Which means theres a 99.9% CHANCE OF SEEING SAMANTHA AND COREY, and maybe Derek and Nailz. Haha.
So I really think this Myspace being down today SUCKS. Panjo and I had withdrawls together. :( haha well I had the withdrawls he just added to it and made fun of me. I miss him AND Simplekill!
XxTw1stedKayxX: I'm such a virgin version of a band whore. ha.
Panjo: lol,love it!
XxTw1stedKayxX: love what?
Panjo: XxTw1stedKayxX [5:20 P.M.]: I'm such a virgin version of a band whore. ha.
XxTw1stedKayxX: lol. well its true!
XxTw1stedKayxX: I don't sleep with bands to get them to like me do I?
Panjo: no, cuz ur smart
Panjo: hehe
lol I love Panjo he is the best. My show I am putting on is on October 29th, I think everyone should come. Simplekill is headlining and there are 8 other bands :) If you want more information about the show let me know and I'll inform you of the goods. Proceeds from the show are going to disaster relief victims. hehe
I love you guyssss! |
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