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(no subject) [Oct. 25th, 2006|01:05 am]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |'With You' _ Val White]

I haven't posted in AGES.
I actually at one point in time forgot about this site.
I had an AMAZING weekend.
I wouldn't have changed it for the world, except for me getting sick and ruining the last 2 days of it. :(
I realized how much my friends care about me, it's a great feeling.
Family things have been slightly crazy.
My grandma is losing her mind, seriously. :(
The house my family was scheduled to move into in MAY/JUNE, still isn't finished.
*sigh* Things happen for a reason tho?
I MIGHT get a job soon, yay.

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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2006|12:58 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |[My Reply]_ Simplekill]

I have come to realize that alot of people are becoming distant from me lately.
Have I changed that much? Is the happy person I have become killing my friendships? I just don't get it. I really... REALLY miss my friends. I need to hang out with them, all. Well all 3 of them. :) 

In less than a month I get my license, and in a month and 9 days I turn 18. So after that happens, I need to get a job. AND a car. Anyone know of some cheap reliable cars? lol

I hope once I get my license I will get to see my friends more, that would make life perfect; well atleast pretty close to it. They're my foundation, whatttt? hah. 

Anyways I saw Simplekill a week ago, they are my heroes. lol. I love them to death, and the love grows stronger everytime. Linda and I met this chick there, she's cool and whatnot but I think she lies, I DO NOT dig liars. :(

I am off of here to call Linda, to get her ass to answer so I actually have someone to hang out with today.

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(no subject) [Jul. 7th, 2006|12:37 am]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |"For Your"- Staind]

So, Life is pretty amazing. I don't know why.. lol. 

Lately my low self esteem issues, have faded. I am happier with who I am. I actually love who I am . I realized that being who I am is just what I need to be. In past years I have be hiding behind this mask of someone who i'm not. Why? Why was I foolish enough to not LOVE myself? lol. My friends now are so amazing and have helped me become who I am. Val, Mike, and Linda just are such an inspiration to me. They're all so amazing. :)

Last week I went to see Rapunzel with Linda and Val; since Val is in it. I must say it was pretty enjoyable for a childrens play! After the musical, we went to Naples Beach that was a blast.. even tho we just walked on it for a few minutes and left. lol. We went to a Cafe to eat afterwards and met up with a lady that was in a musical with val a few years back 'Gypsy' She was awesome, lol. She reminded me so much of a future Linda & Me. lol. Woot!

I called Panjo tonight, on the way home from taking Linda home. I'm such a teeny-bopper its sad. But I have his permission to call whenever. Score. I miss him! lol. I really need to see Simplekill again. Whose up for that? huh.. I mean ARE YOU READY FOR THIS SHIT?! (hah, mike. good times)

Well.. to all of you whom I haven't really talked to much lately. It not because I don't love you anymore, because I do.. It's because I actually HAVE A LIFE now.. Shocking yes... lmao. Well I'm outta here <3

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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2006|02:01 pm]
AS of June 14th I moved, well my family did. We now live with my aunt and uncle.  It's kind of cool, but I have to share a room with my brother. lol. 

Alot has been going on, I actually HAVE A LIFE. It's amazing.  Thanks to Val, Linda, and Mike. :) They're prettty much amazing lol. 

I am thinking about getting a tattoo for my 18th birthday if my parents dont care. lol. My grandparents will flip out but who cares. LOL. And I HOPEFULLY am going to take Mike & Linda with me when I go get it, if I dont wimp out. lol. 

Wooo! I don't even know why I am rambling. Anyways. I am out of here. 

Peace Muh Nukkas/
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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2006|03:15 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |[I'm Yours]_ Jason Mraz]

I have been having alot of fun lately. :)
I graduated, and had a graduation party.
I got baptized in my church, <3 yay!
I took pics of my friend and her best friend. That was super fun!
I bought a new camera.
I realized how AMAZING my friends are. :)
Val, Linda, Mike, Erica... <3 yes.. I love them.

So I'm just gonna post pics, if you want more details on my fantastic life I've had lately, just IM me. :)

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(no subject) [May. 25th, 2006|12:59 pm]
My emotions have got the best of me..
I don't know what to do anymore.

For the past.. basically month? I have been unable to control my emotions. I don't know if its because of my grandpa? If its because I graduated? Because I got baptized? I don't even know whats wrong with me.

I don't know.....
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If only I could capture all my memories, in just one photograph. [May. 12th, 2006|04:58 pm]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |"Your Rain" from the movie Silent Hill]

Today was my last official day of high school, that kinda scares me.
The only class I had to goto today was Teachers Assistant, with a 1st grade class.
I am seriously going to miss all those snotty nosed brats(lovely kids!) running around and telling me useless info that makes me smile.
I found it funny that a girl that isnt really a 'good' friend of mine that only talked to me a few times... came up to me hugged me told me she loved me and smiled. 
I guess it being the last day of high school and possibly never seeing me again made her nice. 
Kerem, Michael, and I took pictures on the short bus. 
Yeah, my LAST ride from the elem school, was on the short bus. I LOVE IT :)
After I left the HS, I went to Upthegrove Elem. to chill with my dad and all the little kids for DARE Graduation. 
They all loved me, it made me feel special.
A girl told me that I look like my dad, and that she feels bad for me because of it, hahah. NIIIIICE.
Another little girl told me I have pretty handwriting, yay. <3
I got to sign their shirts, it's like I was some celeb. because I'm the cops daughter. Score!
I am planning on having my grad party the 27th, you guys should come. :)
I GRADUATE next Saturday. :( that is scarey.
I might have to volunteer next year being a.. whats that called? Where you answer phones and take messages? Secretary? hell if I know.. ;)
I have realized just since September, I have made some great friends. 
Linda, Thelma, Mike, Jon-Michael.... ect. 
and I LOVE them, along with the ones I had before ;)
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Take a picture with your mind. [May. 2nd, 2006|01:44 pm]
[Current Location |My couch]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |[Lady So Divine]- Shinedown]

Life is... going to be well soon.
I am predicting it, I am trying to make it atleast.
I am going to make an attempt at bettering my self image.
I want to love myself, tho I know it will be hard.

I had a BLAST at Live X.
Mike is definitely the ultimate concert buddy. haha. He knows how to rock out.. I mean "Are you f*cking ready for this shit?!"hah. good times.
Trapt was pretty crappy, I liked them back when I saw them in 2004.
They're no longer cool.
Shinedown was pretty amazing, shocking tho.
I went and bought their CD yesterday, it's fun spending money.
Nonpoint was pretty good, it was definitely too early to rock out tho.
Death blooms <3, everything. wow.
I am in love with them, even more so now. hah.

I find it VERY entertaining, when quoting Dane Cook. and making fun of people.
Especially girls named Ashley, hah.
Green Apple Jolly Ranchers anyone?, screw stabbing you in the jaw.
I'd prefer to run you over with the CT2006, up for that?

I graduate in 18 days, I attend my last day of high school in 10 days, Mike turns 20 in 17 days, My dad turns 42(i think?) in 18 days.

I find it RETARDED that Makeshift Romeo is already going to TOUR the US...
Yes, I like them don't get me wrong.
BUT, they are getting "big" too fast, thanks to Edsel and Virus.

Ok, I am done.. for now. Someone comment please? I don't want to feel all unloved and such. hah <3
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2006|03:35 pm]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |[Basement Ghost Singing]- Armor For Sleep]

"well always keep that pretty head up, you've got a world to own one day love. "

So, I have a pretty head, niice. That part of an email from Derek DeSantis made me smile. Oh how I miss talking to him. :) He made fun of me because I FINALLY hafta live in the "REAL WORLD" in a little over a month. Oh how I am dreading it. :(

Upcoming Dates:
4/16- Easter
4/28- Live X #1 [Nonpoint, Shinedown, Trapt, Mudvayne] <3
5/12- Last day of school
5/20- Graduation
7/23- 7/28- Daytona Beach with Mom,Dad, Mike, and Linda

I updated things on my myspace, you guys should check it out.
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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house.. [Feb. 27th, 2006|02:33 pm]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music | by ]

I am bored, and feel like showing off my craptastic pictures from this weekend. :)
Well its atleast SOME of them.

I want to try to get back in the habit of posting on here.My brother flipped our jeep Friday, but luckily he walked away just bruised with a few scratches. :) 

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